swonderful

September has been a wonderful month.

The dream came true at my favourite Japanese diva concert held at the Expo. It was almost surreal......cmon in 2006 during my backpacking trip in Japan, I so wanted to make her concert a stop, just that I failed to get the tickets.

Had a perfectly powerful night spent with Misia, crazy fans and great friends.

The month of July has been turbulent on my emotions.

Worry, fear...which I do not intend to elaborate.

I can only hope and pray that everything is ok and God is watching over. He will provide.

August will be a better month, I have faith in.

He sang me a kitty birthday song for me over the phone at midnight.

Yay!Meow meow meow meow meow meow.

Going to church this morning left a sweet feeling. Sermon however was boring and my pastor was naggy.

Met up with a fellow church mate who just gave birth to a healthy pair of twins! I still remember her telling me how uncomfortable and fearful it is to have 2 fetus in her. The joy and glow in her face I see now makes me feel really happy for her.

Spent a short afternoon chatting with mum and then a wonderful lunch and dinner with the dear other half. I think it is important to devote at least a fraction of your time everyday with your parents, siblings, relatives, long time friends or even closer colleagues whom you tend to neglect when you are happily attached or married.

In fact lately I have developed a sombre habit of not taking things/people for granted. Surrounded by wonderful people, how can I bear to lose anyone? I can only thank God for the bountiful things I had and have in life.

People today easily fall prey to major illnesses, even with improved medical technology and medicine. Is it the lifestyle, diet?

I think it's the right move for me not to work in the health care industry. To witness the struggle and pain the sick has to go through. Being all emotional and stuff, I may start to feel helpless and lament at how some illnesses can never be fully cured and why God cannot intervene.

Health is indeed happiness.

One of the nicest outfit Sarah Jessica Parker has in her latest movie.

Woooooo~~

Neat!

Saw this donut on a recipe page. It's so damnnnn cute.

Makes me wanna squeeze it.

Had an accomplished start and end to a weekend.

Fri- Had dinner at Spizza with good old galfren at Club St
- Foot reflex and body massage at Kenko in South Bridge Road

Sat- Short afternoon with dearie in front of telly
- Dinner with family and relatives at aunt's place

Sun- Great morning with family ( I skipped church......ahem)
- Dinner with dearie at Suntec
- Light shopping
- Fed resident stray cat with dry cat food. It didnt like it at all.


I love you all. :P

Lately I have also been worrying about healthcare.

It is expensive to fall ill.

I havent found a method to curb my expenditure.
Like how I have been revisiting a website, wondering if I should make an internet purchase of a DVD. $80!

She is in her early 40s now. Gaunt looking but I can see she has aged gracefully. She still performs once in a while, her last concert was in 2006. I believe her voice and stage charisma remains impressive.

Gambatte ne, Akina Chan~~
And why....please find yourself a great man...forget about that jerk.

Someone once commented her life is a celebration as well as a tragedy.

She attempted suicide in 1989 when her singer beau allegedly had an affair with her rival artiste Seiko Matsuda. Luckily, she was found and resuscitated.

I believe this was taken in the 90s. I hope she was happy.

Her image morphed overtime...more provocative?

I totally idolise her superb voice and 台风. I mean, just check out her performances on YouTube.

A classic look from her " Tattoo" single jacket.

Somehow I like the hair.

Her record company trained her to be the younger Momoe Yamaguchi. A low voice with power lungs.

I think her voice is so much better than Momoe.

Currently my No. 1 '80s idol!

She debuted on 1982, at the age of 16?

I have something burning to share.

After going all out and in all ways to improve the image of the organisation, people only remember us as an ERP sucker.

It is damn disgusting.

If there is one thing which sums up my inner character, it's me and worry me.
Fear which drives worry. At almost every chapter in growing up and growing old. I feel my memory is failing. I behave in a silly and clumsy fashion. I should be more driven? I should be more aware of my surroundings? I should take care of myself...? I really do know about my insecurities and failings but when it's constantly reiterated by others.....sigh.

You know when you watch certain documentaries on how life is simple and happy in some exotic part of the world. My pastor and his family recently relocated to Cambodia. He talked about how his toddler boy has started going to school and his baby girl is growing up. And also how his house did not have electricity for a night and he had to find lodging in a nearby hotel. I believe it's going to be a lifechanging experience for them. Will they grow up leading a more fulfilling life even though it's easy turning to good'ol material comforts. Like staying one night in a hotel.

I am in a moody state now, feverishly rushing out minutes of meeting. Haha. It's really a waste of time. Sigh. I feel super existential.

Thanks for reading guys.